I call this Venta

For everyone whoever had the thought  that I won't make it huh
I say that because in my face you all smile and tell me I'll go the mile
I know yall don't believe me so I'll make it worth your while
Same niggas that dap me down
But it's all good I'ma taste maker
That's what I'm here for
I'm aiming for the clearport
That's what I steer towards
I just wanna know what everyone's in fear for
Niggas plan a lot but they ain't never coming near war
My own family disgruntled and enraged
Cause they wasn't half of this back at my age
And yall can get the fuck from around me
Yall can get the fuck from around me
And you can leave the bullshit right where you fucking found me
I can't breathe all these women must have fucking drowned me
I would be lying to you if I said my life was perfect
I swear I live in a circus, they do this to me on purpose
I'm in love with you all  I just can't have one
I ain't even grown why I just can't have fun
I hate the fact that I'm still attracted to you
So many things that I'd love to actually do
But then I look at all the wrongs that are actually true
I just wish I could give you up and trade back for my crew
Now I can't go back and retract what I do
Even though they criticize and attack what I do
I'll tell you more later now I'm on a dope chase
I miss the old days, now all I got is cold days
Things changed since we last spoke 
Went from the last pit till the last hope