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Nevermind the bullshit
Letting go is the 1st step
Defense mechanism wasn't helping
Step into my nightmare
Moving by lightyears
Reflection was the enemy
Disamating my energy
Turning over a new state of mind
2009 was like a lifetime
Grow from it
I swear I'm getting closer to my dreams
Even though allah is every single thing that I set to acheive
You wouldn't believe
3 years gone in 2 weeks
Nigga I was smelling myself
Did everything that I knew I wouldn't do times 2 to the 3rd
Absurb with the words
Acting like I never cared
Lost my her
Whatever
I utter to myself I would not sweat her
When I think about the damage that I caused
I realized I don't understand it at all
Where did I go wrong?
You were always apart of my dream
But the baggage that I was holding killed
Know what I mean?
No excuse though
I understand we gotta move slow
Genuine intention is the goal but it's cool so
I stay patient
Studying my wrongs
I was so far gone in my ways
Assholes never get paid
They just stay in a place where the people that love you the most label you a disgrace
Taste defeat
Sour
Success is sweet
Till you find a curse and a gift
That's when the thought shift