
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Roger That
I had a great convo with a somewhat stranger. But what I came away from it was don’t attach love to a condition, to an adjective that may change. It’s a choice that you’ve chosen.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010

01. Curtain Call
02. Table For Two (feat. Jozeemo & Yahzarah)
03. Tigallo For Dolo
04. Revenge (feat. Truck North & Median)
05. So Cold (feat. Chaundon)
06. Second Chances (feat. Bilal & Darien Brockington)
07. Go Off, Go On
08. What We Are (feat. Quiana)
09. After The Party (S1 & Caleb’s “Who Shot JR Ewing” Remix) (feat. Carlitta Drand)
10. Two Step Blues (Zo’s Purple Suit w/ The Matching Gators Remix) (feat. Daren Brockington)
11. Get Enough (Pt. 2) (feat. Khrysis)
12. Before The Night Is Over
13. 24 (feat. Torae)
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
I call this Venta
4:05 pm location East Charlotte
Listening to Summer Madness by Kool and the Gang really venting and no I'm not high lol want to though. Its 71 degrees I should be working out but procrastinaton is flirting with me. I'm trying to make sense of it all, but here's no point of no return. I've had these telepathic, strange dreams the past couple. And your in them. I hate that I give YOU so much attention. We'll my mind does anyway. So back to this distance. The same thing that ironically brought us stronger killed us. As for you, so disappointed. I could go on more but its pointless I will win and in due time you see bruh lol. Through this phase I have wrote some thought-provoking shit, which will lead to another journey (fingers crossed) so let me quit being and work. Because what you eat don't make me shit -Jay-Z
Listening to Summer Madness by Kool and the Gang really venting and no I'm not high lol want to though. Its 71 degrees I should be working out but procrastinaton is flirting with me. I'm trying to make sense of it all, but here's no point of no return. I've had these telepathic, strange dreams the past couple. And your in them. I hate that I give YOU so much attention. We'll my mind does anyway. So back to this distance. The same thing that ironically brought us stronger killed us. As for you, so disappointed. I could go on more but its pointless I will win and in due time you see bruh lol. Through this phase I have wrote some thought-provoking shit, which will lead to another journey (fingers crossed) so let me quit being and work. Because what you eat don't make me shit -Jay-Z
Thursday, March 18, 2010
I call this Venta
I convinced I'm forced to deal with alot to test me, but I've gotten use to this.
Dissapointed by others you put faith in, lying to yourself over things and people you can't control. So I just deal with it head on. But this is where it gets complicated. There's no exact way to approach it. My methods somewhat bizzare works. So I do my way. So this is just a warning ok?
Dissapointed by others you put faith in, lying to yourself over things and people you can't control. So I just deal with it head on. But this is where it gets complicated. There's no exact way to approach it. My methods somewhat bizzare works. So I do my way. So this is just a warning ok?
Quote of the day

The old heads told me life wasn't a game...but mine steady feeling like pinball, dodgeball -Jay Electronica
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Quote of the day
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I just recently made this and have been meaning to...for some time now! I will use this as an outlet to express my loves...rants...concerns...problems...stans...idles,etc. Just bare an open mind while reading this OK?
Just my Interpretation
When one would ask what is my weakness. I use to hesitate. But now I let it roll off my tongue L-O-V-E. Ashamed, embarassed but relaxed I say the word that I use so loosely. But still has had more of an effect on me more than anything in my life. With a few exceptions family and friends, my religion and music. For I don't know if I hate love how I tell people. For hate is a strong word. I think its because it has done to me what many can't control me. For it subdues, alters and embodies one's state. The sad thing no one is immune from it. For what you do with it and the effects it has on you differs. But it serves its purpose to effect, whether good or bad. I like others have haven't been able to work with it as a partner. We have the lead, follow relationship. I've always envied those types that can shield themselves from the detachment it has on you. Maybe it's my history for I have never seen real love for myself or amongst others. I use to think it was a difference between being in love and loving someone. I use to throw that moniker- like banner around lol. I don't want to sound bias. For when its good its good. But when its bad, worsem. For me love was my enabler for I needed a kiss, a hug, a phone call, a text to subdue me. If not I became weak, displacent like Pookie. And on its worst days it ripped about my body like a plague attacking every blood cell, nerve and organ in my body. Both ways left me exposed, naked. Now I grown got stronger, wiser built an armor of intelligence and a shield of stability. But comfort I can never know. For I know I shall come full-circle when I don't expect to starting again our E! True Hollywood story relationship. For it never dies never gets weak. Just gets stronger as the scales of catalysts build. And for some ashes and what was pieces of souls lost. For If I never love again I would have felt vuneralbility, reality and flirted with fantasy. I would have experienced enough in a lifetime to complete novels that they turn into movies. Is love worth living for? I don't think I will see the day I say yes. Because I know there will be more Ashleys, and Tashas and Tierras no matter how much I hold myself in contempt. And pieces of me will die with each one. That's why I feel I will never love again, cause when it comes down to it I will have nothing left. So baby don't get mad when you ask me do I love you? I stutter and struggle and can't get over the L. -Bill Bigsby
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