Sunday, April 25, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Subliminial for your ass
1st off to you I owe the biggest apology
It's not like me shoutout to everybody that follow me
In my world it takes alot to get upset
Still biting my tongue I learn to live with regrets
Karma I've accepted her for the bitch that she is
Depression strangely for the friend that he is
Denial I don't stomach, fear I don't touch it
Happiness so distant that to me it's just different
Yes I'm human mistakes will come
But I stand like a man and face the outcome
Till then I didn't learn, didn't care, couldn't grasp
Now I see a bright future and it's because of my past
So I think h.e.r for opening up, letting me go
Sweetest thing ever known, words won't show
To you I hate to be forward you want something go for it
I'm just trying to build, form a bond, share stories
Life's a blessing, I say it you remind me
Silence is golden, yours calm me
If I ever go missing please come find me
No subs, no @s dms preferably
It's not like me shoutout to everybody that follow me
In my world it takes alot to get upset
Still biting my tongue I learn to live with regrets
Karma I've accepted her for the bitch that she is
Depression strangely for the friend that he is
Denial I don't stomach, fear I don't touch it
Happiness so distant that to me it's just different
Yes I'm human mistakes will come
But I stand like a man and face the outcome
Till then I didn't learn, didn't care, couldn't grasp
Now I see a bright future and it's because of my past
So I think h.e.r for opening up, letting me go
Sweetest thing ever known, words won't show
To you I hate to be forward you want something go for it
I'm just trying to build, form a bond, share stories
Life's a blessing, I say it you remind me
Silence is golden, yours calm me
If I ever go missing please come find me
No subs, no @s dms preferably
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
R.I.P
Rap legend Keith "Guru" Elam recently lose his battle with cancer. 1/2 of Gangstarr his work speaks for itself. Monday, April 19, 2010
Letter to my muse
Dear Lady Luck, That letter found me, when I really needed it
Thank you alot, I really mean it
The subtweets I seen em
Just wondered why you couldn't @ me
Hell you had me
How did things change?
I mean Drastically
Late night convos, to not speaking?
I could have understood, just give me a reason
Maybe it was the distance
Or maybe just a sentence
Shit got weird
I mean Different
So did our worlds
You was Whitley
I was Dwanye
We was bound to last
Andre Benjamin now I'm an Outkast
I heard "Return of the Ankh"
Shit gave me chills
Bittersweet, I mean jagged little pill
Fuck a "window seat"
I want the whole row
We need space to move and grow
Never forgot, can't lie
So I have Kush X Orange Juice just to get by
Your teams I got it didn't hurt me
Cause nearly all the #1 seeds lost in the tourney
But I knew my role, till then didn't change
I didn't care about minutes
Just wanted in the game
I found new outlets
None like you
Fuck "next lifetime"
Baby we due
Wait for me
I return in June
Thank you alot, I really mean it
The subtweets I seen em
Just wondered why you couldn't @ me
Hell you had me
How did things change?
I mean Drastically
Late night convos, to not speaking?
I could have understood, just give me a reason
Maybe it was the distance
Or maybe just a sentence
Shit got weird
I mean Different
So did our worlds
You was Whitley
I was Dwanye
We was bound to last
Andre Benjamin now I'm an Outkast
I heard "Return of the Ankh"
Shit gave me chills
Bittersweet, I mean jagged little pill
Fuck a "window seat"
I want the whole row
We need space to move and grow
Never forgot, can't lie
So I have Kush X Orange Juice just to get by
Your teams I got it didn't hurt me
Cause nearly all the #1 seeds lost in the tourney
But I knew my role, till then didn't change
I didn't care about minutes
Just wanted in the game
I found new outlets
None like you
Fuck "next lifetime"
Baby we due
Wait for me
I return in June
Friday, April 16, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Hey I'm...why bother?
I hate introductions. I don't know its just like treading a path you have no knowledge of. I don't want to sound bias or anything. Its just that we meet and its a "connection" so we exchange numbers. We trade life stories, goals, fears, and then Applebees follows. Now it means "something" when I call? Now we know each others schedules just to be convenient and comply with each other. You post up pictures of our beach outing on every social network site to "prove" your LOVE. You spazz when you learn I still converse with my X girlfriend. I have to let you know I'm playing basketball with my friends so when you call and I don't answer you don't trip. Now I can't concentrate on my schoolwork because I'm hearing you seeing somebody else. All this because I ain't respond to a text? - Fabolous So next time you ask me what I'm doing tomorrow and do i want to do say...don't smack me if I laugh and say WHY BOTHER!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Step your arms up
I went to the Old Glory Tattoo, my home away from home and saw some dope art. All I got was ANOTHER cover-up and a touch up. Didn't post since the hypebeast are out lol.
Mama cooked a breakfast with no hog - Ice Cube
Joyous day my "foster mom" remembered I'm muslim that was cause to celebrate lol
Saturday, April 3, 2010
I call this Venta
This ain't me something changed
Feeling high but still feel the pain
A week ago I was on a surge
Narrow lane tryna find a curve
I use yahoo just to find my words
Time just set in
This ain't ending
Because we never had a beginning
Realize I miss my best friend
And D ain't my best friend
Cuzzo convos be getting me through
Because he can still smile and he got 22
And I wanna complain and I'm barely 22
And you wanna put me down what type of girl is you?
Inadequate or just don't give a shit
The sky is the limit
That's why I coach it
Ain't hit that peak
Seconds turn to miles...miles turn to weeks
And it's been since_____ dare I speak?
No laughing
Just scrapping
Food for thought
I was fasting
Never lost the appetite
Almost close but can't make it right?
Feeling high but still feel the pain
A week ago I was on a surge
Narrow lane tryna find a curve
I use yahoo just to find my words
Time just set in
This ain't ending
Because we never had a beginning
Realize I miss my best friend
And D ain't my best friend
Cuzzo convos be getting me through
Because he can still smile and he got 22
And I wanna complain and I'm barely 22
And you wanna put me down what type of girl is you?
Inadequate or just don't give a shit
The sky is the limit
That's why I coach it
Ain't hit that peak
Seconds turn to miles...miles turn to weeks
And it's been since_____ dare I speak?
No laughing
Just scrapping
Food for thought
I was fasting
Never lost the appetite
Almost close but can't make it right?
I want you
I want you
I want you now
I want you here
I want you available
I want you to trust me
I want you at peace
I want you vulnerable
I want your possibility
I want you bare
I want you to notice me
I want you to remember me
I want you to feel me
I want you sober
I want your flaws
I want your fears
I want your dreams
I want your heart, if that ain't too much
I want your kiss
I want your touch
I want you to smile
I want you to say yes
I want you, but how do I tell you?
I want you now
I want you here
I want you available
I want you to trust me
I want you at peace
I want you vulnerable
I want your possibility
I want you bare
I want you to notice me
I want you to remember me
I want you to feel me
I want you sober
I want your flaws
I want your fears
I want your dreams
I want your heart, if that ain't too much
I want your kiss
I want your touch
I want you to smile
I want you to say yes
I want you, but how do I tell you?
Friday, April 2, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
A picture (An ode to the woman in my life)
Searching through my camera came across a picture
Some I can recall some I can't remember
One Georgia peach in the back look real familiar
She's thick in the right spots but overall slender
A former "muse"
Her words connected us but now it's a catch 22
Hope the truth prevails now once stranger
Because I just want you back no explanations
Right beside is a shawty Plies would vouch for
One I would spend my whole life asking for a do-over
See when you dealt with the fake, its kinda hard to see the real
I never would taken that call if I knew how it'll make you feel
Still gave me a chance at friendship
So I'll be a fool if I make you regret that
This one I still got chills I can't lie
Those were some good times lighting my la-la
Our approach made us evolve
Our motives helped us love
Our connection made us freaky
The distance made us care
Our struggles changed each other
Our pain helped us through our past failures
We'll always speak despite our endeavors
Now in between them I don't really kN.O.w
Got a heart of gold
With the black and gold
We swapped messages in a bottle till we found the right one
I just want her to find the right one
According to Vegas odds I'm a sure bet
See if you fall Ima be the right catch
Her whole life all she knows is neglect
Heart so cold waiting for it to melt
It's been stated, felt, and declared that I love h.e.r.
There's only 1 Sasha Thumper
Gift / Curse
Keys to the cardiac
Birthday sex
Tats to match
Lola dreams with the house intact
Not a negative I can spin
I love you before can't wait to love you again
Last but not least in the front is you
Beamer, Benz, or Bentley fuck it I want a Coop
Our convos fascinate me
The possibility challenges me
They all changed me and you remaking me
The future is unclear but its bright
I'm at peace with your soul
It just feel right
Because of you I can now forget
Them
I use to take pictures somehow they became a part of me
Now I have documentation of all our memories
memories
Some I can recall some I can't remember
One Georgia peach in the back look real familiar
She's thick in the right spots but overall slender
A former "muse"
Her words connected us but now it's a catch 22
Hope the truth prevails now once stranger
Because I just want you back no explanations
Right beside is a shawty Plies would vouch for
One I would spend my whole life asking for a do-over
See when you dealt with the fake, its kinda hard to see the real
I never would taken that call if I knew how it'll make you feel
Still gave me a chance at friendship
So I'll be a fool if I make you regret that
This one I still got chills I can't lie
Those were some good times lighting my la-la
Our approach made us evolve
Our motives helped us love
Our connection made us freaky
The distance made us care
Our struggles changed each other
Our pain helped us through our past failures
We'll always speak despite our endeavors
Now in between them I don't really kN.O.w
Got a heart of gold
With the black and gold
We swapped messages in a bottle till we found the right one
I just want her to find the right one
According to Vegas odds I'm a sure bet
See if you fall Ima be the right catch
Her whole life all she knows is neglect
Heart so cold waiting for it to melt
It's been stated, felt, and declared that I love h.e.r.
There's only 1 Sasha Thumper
Gift / Curse
Keys to the cardiac
Birthday sex
Tats to match
Lola dreams with the house intact
Not a negative I can spin
I love you before can't wait to love you again
Last but not least in the front is you
Beamer, Benz, or Bentley fuck it I want a Coop
Our convos fascinate me
The possibility challenges me
They all changed me and you remaking me
The future is unclear but its bright
I'm at peace with your soul
It just feel right
Because of you I can now forget
Them
I use to take pictures somehow they became a part of me
Now I have documentation of all our memories
memories
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